Hello. I actually wrote this yesterday. but, I just get the internet connection today.
This is the first day of 2012. Actually, I’m lacking of idea at what I’m gonna write this time. But, because I‘ve planned to write something at the first day of this year, so yeah.
Like what I’ve listened just now, from the song titled DASH, the first lyrics they sing [Boku no naka no boku ni kitta doushitai no?] which can be translated in English [I asked the me inside of me What do you want to do?]. What do I want to do? What do I want to do today? What do I want to do tomorrow? What do I want to this year? What do I want to be in the future?
It’s so ridiculous yet so miserable for me know nothing to do at such age. I’m worrying myself, what if I can’t become a good adult, at least for myself? I’m not good at speaking. I’m not good at talking. I’m afraid if the gene from my grandmother who can’t speak easily and sometimes makes everyone have no idea at what she talked about descend upon me. This is bad. To be added, I also inherited the gene “I’m quiet because I can’t talk” from my dad. If both genes combined…
To me, my dad is a good speaker. He ever confessed that he used to be quiet like me. I know, that’s the strategy he used to comfort me. He said, sometimes quiet makes you lucky. He was a journalist. He probably can’t chat well but he’s a good writer. That’s why his writing always be the headline of newspaper or on the first page. I wonder if I could inherit his writing ability.
Anyway, today’s just passed like a blink of an eye. This morning, my friend and I wasted our time by fangirling our fandom. I want to treasure my life every day. I don’t want it to be wasted. I want my life to be meaningful so in the end I won’t feel regret.
At noon, I watched Sensei wa Erai! [Teachers are Awesome!] with my roommate. The story revolves around three junior high school kids who want to change their annoying teacher into the good one. In fact, the teacher has no intention in changing. The teacher just wants to make their students realize that any learning model the teacher used is okay. The important one is student’s will to study or not. The teacher said, “It will only appear to those who want to learn.”
OVER
Fandom Update:
THIS IS A GREAT NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY OLDER BROTHER A.K.A YABU KOTA PASSED THE ENTRANCE EXAM OF WASEDA UNIVERSITY. Choo Ureshii!!!!! Yabu-kun omedetto!!
I’m kinda feel regret that I canceled my scholarship to Waseda Uni u_u
I'm happy like Yabu in the GIF
I asked the me inside of me
What do you want to do?
Keep going or stop
You’re free to choose either one
If you try too hard, your folded wings
Will be unable to fly
The sky looks down on my as if absorbing the impatient me
Nothing will start if you just stand there
I want to show you
This shining world when you’re dreaming
Stronger stronger more stronger
If you hug your thoughts into your chest
Now let’s go, be hit by the head wind
Higher higher more higher
Even higher than that sky
Spread your wings right now and just fly away!!
You don’t have to be afraid of failures
Just stuff a lot of expectations into your pocket and go
There are times when there is more hardships
I want you to see, in front of your dreams
This shining world
Hotter hotter more hotter
Burn hopes into your chest
Now go, ride on the tail wind
Far far more far
You can fly to a faraway place
With your shining wings, right now just flyaway!!
Stronger stronger more stronger
If you hug your thoughts into your chest
Now let’s go, be hit by the head wind
Higher higer more higher
Higher than that sky
Spread your wings and right now, just fly away!!
